A more productive post for the rest of us. I drove out to my sister's school this morning to pick her up. Seeing her again makes me both excited and bored at the same time. I'm excited that there's another presence in the house that i can relate to (I mean, we grew up together). Bored because it's just gonna be the same this all over again. For her own reasons, she likes to lock herself in her room all day, doing/eating/ seeing nothing, but her laptop screen and cell phone. She emerges only to see her boyfriend and do whatever, which is great, but there's a certain tone of sadness and resignation in this. I compare this to my perpetual attempts to seize the summer, a process which normally contains bursts of enthusiasm and inspiration, culminating in unrealistic schedules and overly ambitious (yet inspirational) journal entries. And I try. Whether it be to get my sister out of her room for a friendly outing, or motivating myself to get my butt on the elliptical downstairs, there's always a drop of desire to get something done in life. At least until going to China.
Saturday, May 15, 2010
DAY THREE
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